Serving Ma'am a Anniversary present for You.

i wear my label very proudly "Boy Loren" it has a certain ring to it. Well, the reason why i am writing this today is that my Ma'am and i have been on quite a journey together this past year. Let me start from the beginning.

Bound by Loyalty

     It is 2012 Gay Pride in San Diego and i am wondering around the grounds going from one booth to the next seeing if i just had to have whatever they were selling. All the while making my way to my favorite place in the whole festival...The Leather Realm...As i approach the entrance it is draped in dark black plastic as to hide whatever debauchery was going on inside. The line to get in was not long but it was always long enough for me to day dream of what MIGHT be going on and what toys would be for sale. Now i'm not sure why this is but every year as i approach the gate i wonder if  they will let me in, i go back to my days of being too young or too pure and naive, i was never let in...but every year they check my ID and flag me in.

     The excitement as i go through the black plastic shroud is finally realized as i enter, half expecting to see fire shooting from someone’s face or screams to be heard that the black plastic magically muffles to the outside world. i get goose bumps as i wonder around from table to table booth to booth with wide eyes looking and all the wonderful toys., as i walk my eye catches sight of a woman dressed head to toe in Pony gear pulling what seems to be two first time joy rides laughing and giggling as the pony pulls them around one lap around the Realm. They halt her and she whinnies like a good pony would after a successful yet annoying pull carrying normies who really don't truly understand, but are there to only gawk and giggle. her Handler comes and pets her main and she settles.

     As i moved on i come across a tent with chairs filled with onlookers some squirming with fear, others squirming with delight, as a Domme plays with a sub that has been tied down and She is tickling him, but not with a feather but with electricity. i quickly take my place in the audience and i can feel the energy from the sub ebb and flow as She touches his skin...oh i forgot to tell you I'm also an em-path or energy exchange.

As I sit watching, I'm wishing i was him, so i could feel the sting and exchange of electricity and the smell of the Ozone that is created by the Violet Wand that is being used. If you have ever used or had a violet wand used on you, you would never forget the smell that this amazing piece sends out. he squirms with every jolt and finally the Domm asks if anyone wants to come up and play and my hand shoots up so fast, i'm even surprised. Due to my diligence, She calls on me and i go up, She asks if i have ever played with the wand and i eagerly state it is one of my favorite toys to play with. She hands me the wand and i selfishly test it out on myself acting as if I need to TEST it to be sure the strength. Getting a little of my electric fix i start tickling the sub all over, my playing only last briefly as there are other audience members that want their turn, so i try and hit all the spots that i know i like and it is obvious that the sub and i have the same spots. i finish up and the sub thanks me for my part and i walk on.

Kept by Love

     As i walk on i notice a booth with two of the most beautiful woman in the place, standing behind the table. i try not to stare but i can’t help myself, they stand behind their table with grace and power, i edge my way to the table acting as if i am only slightly interested. i pick up a brochure or pamphlet they have and i study it for a bit, sneaking peaks at these two powerhouses, my intrigue building until i could not hold it in any more and i introduced myself. Awkwardly i felt as if i was back in school in front of the class giving a speech or biography or something i asked what they were about and who they were. The little short black Diva known as Domina, explained about the dungeon and what they were about as Mistress Shae the tall light skinned Domme stood excitedly beside Domina and added comments to Her answers. i stated that i had been in the Gay Leather community since i was 22 years old and that i was Mr. Palm Springs Leather in 2005 and since then i have wanted to give back to my community and just have not known how to do it, and i thought maybe i could give back to my community through service to them. Little did i know that by these words it would start an effect that has lasted to today. We ended our niceties and i left my number with them. As i walked away i felt as if i may have just started something that would grow into something REALLY big. i went home thinking how beautiful these two women were and how strong and majestically they held themselves. i had hoped that i would be able to work for them and be of service to my community.

   

Controlled by Passion

    A day went by and then i received an email from Domina asking me to meet them at a local bar called "The Local". Anxiously i went to the appointment not know what to expect. We spoke and chatted and laughed and came to the conclusion that we were going to be a fit. Mistress Shae immediately started the training by instructing me on proper walking protocol with Ma'am as She came to be known."One step to the side and two steps behind", she instructed me and I followed to the letter as we left. We said our goodbyes and i was to wait to hear from them. i did not have to wait long as Domina called to set up an appointment with me to go over things. From very early on it was apparent that i was chosen. As time went on Mistress Shae dropped back and Domina took the reins. i soon came to know how amazing this woman REALLY was, The Head Patriarch of an international Family of about 85 individuals, with talents that have no limitations, She rules the family with strength, love, loyalty & compassion. In the past year i have met some amazing people that would enrich anyone's life. Talented, brave, eclectic, passionate and some that are just downright crazy but the one that stands out the most is Domina Angelina.

Held by Strength

     She has Poise, She emanates Power, She has Beauty, Grace, Empathy and most of all, a sense of Strong Vulnerability about  Her the has enabled Her and i to become best friends. my life has become so rich with Her in it. Wwe have gifted each other things that only true friends share. Wwe have walked through many good and difficult things since Wwe met, always coming out on the other side wiser and closer than before. 

      Ma'am has allowed me to become Her Boy, Protector & Daddy, She has gifted me Her trust and love and Her vulnerable little girl Angel. i could not imagine my life without Her in it. She has brought out the Boy, Brat, Daddy and most of all the Man out in me. Her and i connect on such a level that i thought impossible with a woman. For I am pretty much a card carrying, or should I say crown carrying gay man....lol The thing about Domina and i is that Wwe are fluid, Wwe are not bound by our traditional BSDM lifestyle, although Wwe are heavy into protocol, She being who She is can pave Her own way.

     One thing i forgot to mention that i never expected and still have a hard time wrapping my head around, is that because i am Her boy, i hold a lot of responsibility for Her and the Family, this is an honor i never in a million years would have thought i would have. i am one of the luckiest guys i know to have a beautiful and talented Ma'am and be Her sidekick to help and love this family. WOW

Lead by Integrity

     i'm writing this today as it is Oour 1 year anniversary and i am not one to write my feelings down , but She has impacted my life so much that i am honoring Her with this beautiful tale of love and devotion.

Thank You  Ma'am

Happy Anniversary

In Love and Devotion Your Boy Loren