Prayer for Honesty

I God,

We look at events around us and cannot perceive you within them. We shed tears and find no comfort. We listen for your voice and are greeted by silence. The world seems full of enemies waiting to devour us. On every hand, there are problems too complicated for us to solve. We live in fear rather than faith. We cry out to you for answers. Please hear our prayer, O God. Amen.

Weird Happening

You need to get out of the flesh , it's going to catch up with you ..so I came to the library to find a book literary poet John Donne and I went and found a couple of books and went to a secluded part to read them and this old woman I sat down by had her back to me and when I sat down she lingered for about a minute and then as she was leaving she said this...  Prior to coming to the library I was watching a movie about a woman professor who had terminal ovarian cancer and in her last days I began to reflect on how I would take it if my carsinoma I situ were to take hold and I was dying ... It would be a horrible death .. I can't help but think she was talking to me... Saying I still have a chance to change my patterns..... I can only hope ...