What I Want?

I have to say that right off the bat I want to tell you about all the monetary things I want, the car, the house, the boyfriend, the best group of friends and so on, but in reality if I were to really sit back and have to think of the things I want most in this lifetime, I guess one of them would be, my memory, as I am getting older I realize that my remembering the ordinary stuff does not come easy anymore. Like remembering how to do a particular action at my work, sometimes I have to ask 5 and 6 times depending on the stretch of time in between performing this action on how to do it or who to contact or what process comes next. I know I get frustrated and I know my boss get frustrated too but what can I do other then, perform the job well and move on, dreading the next request or job.  I live in constant fear that I am going to fail one to many times or need that extra little help remembering a process one to many times and I am going to get fired. The funny thing is, is that if you ask me at any given time what is in my house, I could probably go room by room and name almost everything in that room including what is in the drawers and cabinets.  My partner calls it my "Magic Eyes" and I guess it is kind of true....can't remember someones name I have known for years and or had relations with, but after a short walk through  I could probably tell you where you put your keys "IF" I have seen them first of course even briefly. Weird huh?

Getting back to the point of the matter' it is not the physical things I want, it is the memories, the emotions, the spiritualness and the peace of mind that I look and long for. Holding on to those things is more important than any car or house or piece of furniture I will ever have.

Below is a little bit of info on memory, I am the sensory type....What type are ? 

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